[Kili bites his lip, eyes flickering back up to Thorin's briefly.
So far Thorin hasn't threatened to separate them forever. That has to be a good sign, right?]
He...said...he couldn't take me to bed and stay my brother. And that it was unnatural, and that I couldn't tell anyone or...or we would never get to see each other again.
[He mumbles it to his knees, clearly afraid of how Thorin will respond to all of this.
He doesn't understand why everyone finds it so shocking. He'd always believed that he and Fili had something more special than other brothers did. He had never doubted Fili loved him as much or in the same way as Kili felt towards him. But one brief conversation turned everything upside down, and now he's just confused and lost.]
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Date: 2013-04-16 05:47 am (UTC)So far Thorin hasn't threatened to separate them forever. That has to be a good sign, right?]
He...said...he couldn't take me to bed and stay my brother. And that it was unnatural, and that I couldn't tell anyone or...or we would never get to see each other again.
[He mumbles it to his knees, clearly afraid of how Thorin will respond to all of this.
He doesn't understand why everyone finds it so shocking. He'd always believed that he and Fili had something more special than other brothers did. He had never doubted Fili loved him as much or in the same way as Kili felt towards him. But one brief conversation turned everything upside down, and now he's just confused and lost.]